2) Let's face it, this bathroom stall basically makes me want to go to this university.
3) "Zia is so cool!" said no one ever. Do you ever wish you could just change your personality? Even if it was just for a day? If I could, I'd be so much more confident, so much more calm, think so much less, just be so... different. I like me, but sometimes I just can't stand being in my head.
4) I've been tired for over three weeks now... I'm beginning to become accustomed to the dizzy spells and confusion. (...This is not healthy.)
5) Isn't this the coolest restaurant glass ever?
Plus, the walls were all steampunky. (Another reason I love cities, oh my, décor other than brick walls...)
6)Why are there so many universities I have to love? Right now there are three that I desperately want to attend... and I still have one more to visit. There should be a cloning machine... so that I can go to all of them... but somehow I don't think the world needs any more Zia.
7) I pretend to be so confident about it all, but really I'm so scared... I'm not worried about leaving home, but I'm worried about who I'll be when I get there. I'm so used to being 'the girl who writes' but once I'm in English, I won't be the only one anymore. I won't be the best like I'm so accustomed to. What if I'm just not good enough?
8) This is my current favourite song (so, for a day or two...)
CHILLS.
So yay for angsty, late-night word vomit, right? How are all of you doing?
you went to a restaurant that serves drinks in a measuring cup? cool.
ReplyDeleteikr? it was pretty awesome! when I have a house I want to do that!
DeleteDon't worry about being the best, but just be the best YOU can be (that's more than good enough, you'll see). And to quote Neil Gaiman: Make good art.
ReplyDelete:)
That cafe/restaurant looks amazing!!
yay for Neil Gaiman! always good advice, thank you :3
Deleteand it was pretty cool!
I could understand maybe wanting to try a different personality for a day. But in the end, you are the best at being you. :) so don't change that.
ReplyDeleteand guess what. my brother is way good buddies with Dan Reynolds from Imagine Dragons. He is so cool! and I love that song too. one of my faves. :)
Point 2 - Pictures inside a stall?
ReplyDeletePoint 3 - Each time I read this blog i think "Zia is so cool!" so you're wrong. i guess because i really like your writing, you seem realy interesting.
point 4 - Maybe you need a doctor? Seriously.
Point 6 - im super excited about going to university and afraid i might make the wrong choice, but its still uper exciting!
Point 7 - i love your writing! i think you will still be the girl who writes wherever you go. i am scared about leaving, too. its hard because you wonder if you'll change cause others you know have changed.(at least others i know) but maybe that was who they were and i just didn't see it. Hmmm. Maybe i should take philosophy next year?
Anyways, its scary looking ahead but exciting too. All you can do is leap and hopefully you have someone at home that can catch you if your leap was in the wroong direction.
2-...yeah. it was definitely a weird moment. But it was Doctor Who!
Delete3- awww, thank you :3 I do try!
4- I'm starting to feel better :3 thanks for the concern tho!
6- OMG I KNOW! it's so crazy!
7- omg, you definitely should! I want to take philosophy, it just seems so interesting. (and history, and english... sigh) and thank you :3 good luck with your own choices!
It does sound like late night confessions - everything is so much scarier in the dark! I agree with anon., I think Zia is cool each time I read your blog as well! Mariana is another wise soul - be you, and that's good enough!
ReplyDeleteYou will be you when you get there, and that's the most important thing, because you being you will go out there and freaking conquer things, a la oppa gangnam style <3 -nods- (yay for poor grammar) I love you the way you are, so don't ever change. xxxxx
ReplyDeletelove you too :3 <3 and you'll totes come visit me if i need help ;)
DeleteThese are seriously hilarious! So glad you stopped by my blog because I think we might be the same person. Being socially awkward is a specialty of mine although I didn't develop this skill until college where I was stuck inside studying and lost the social skills I had. Lol!
ReplyDeleteDefinitely a new follower but I hate that term so how about we call it friends? New friend. Much better.
haha, thanks XD and yay, something else for me to look forward to ;) the joys of university...
Deleteand sounds good! much friendlier... ;P
I feel like every time I comment on your blog, I'm just like "I love this post so much!" but it's always true - you always write things that are so relatable and funny. Don't worry about the future: I think you will always be the girl who writes (or one of the awesome group that do!) ;) xx
ReplyDeleteaww, thanks! I definitely want to be, and of course if I'm in the group it will be the awesome one ;)
DeleteBathroom walls in universities are always fun!:) Now following you. :)
ReplyDeletexo,
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I'm sure you'll find the university that is perfect for you. Pretty much the second I set foot on my campus, I knew it was where I wanted to go! You'll find it, and wherever you choose to go, you will do great! good luck figuring it out!
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks for linking up last week, Zia!